Ever since I was born there has always been paranormal experience circulated around me. Exactly when I was being born, the lights of the hospital began to flicker. People may say that it could've been a power shortage or a coincidence but my mum is a very spiritual lady who has communicated with the afterlife before (she was in a club for it lol) and has practiced witch craft, and according to her she felt something was there, like another human who was not visible and with the follow up events, I don't think it was much of a coincidence. An event that happened later on was when I was really little, cannot recall exact age but I saw my grandad, expect he had been dead for years, way before I was born and I saw him in my nans house. According to my parents I shouted out "grandad" at thin air and began running up to whatever I saw, which wasn't present to the eye. This is the most important events out of them all, my mum one night was asleep and so was I. She was dreaming when all of the sudden 3 ghost girls appeared and began shouting at her to wake me up. To much of her surprise I was covered in blood and being suffocated by like my pillow or something. The next event after that was one that went on for ages, when me and my little sister kept on seeing distorted figures around the house and they would tap us on the shoulder ext. My house has since been blessed and there are still blue ribbons on my bed and poles around the house till this day to keep them out. A few months ago my dog passed away sadly, and a few days ago I was sitting in my living room with the door all the way shut by myself and the door opened. My dog who passed away was able to do that. And when it did open, my other dogs who are alive began crying basically. That is about it and there have been other cases in my family such as when my brother used to say as a toddler that "he died in the fire and was a girl but came back as a boy." and I am very much now into witch craft, am I the blessed child..???

bi una cosa peluda en mi entrar a mi cuarto mientras me lavaba los dientes 

tengo la teoria de que me acosa mientras duermo

bem, a minha experiência e algo que muitos não acreditam quando eu conto mas se o que experimentei!!! me lembro que eram 3h15 da madrugada e eu passando mais uma madrugada em claro pois não senti vontade de dormir coisas de adolescentes,as vezem dormirem demais ou as vezes ficam tempos sem dormir...pois bem vejo a trinca da minha porta ter um solavanco muito forte como se alguém estivesse tentando entrar ou algo do tipo, a porta também não se abriu porem me recordo muito bem do solavanco forte e barulhento que a trinca da minha porta fez se movimentando sozinha!! Na manha seguinte perguntei aos meus pais se eles tentaram abrir a porta e claramente a resposta foi negativa, pois geralmente nesse horário eles estão dormindo, minha mãe disse que deve ter sido um caminhão que deve ter passado na rua (geralmente quando se passa automóveis em alta velocidade em minha rua a minha casa balança um pouco mas esse não foi o caso!nem faria sentido )  sonho sei que não foi pois mandei mensagens para amigos e na manha seguinte a mensagem se permanecia lá, tenho certeza que foi algo muito real e assustador!! ainda mais pelo horário que aconteceu,nunca mais me ocorreu por sorte! se passam anos e isso ainda e um evento muito assutador que jamais irie esqecer...

tenho uma outra experiência a contar não me recordo muito bem pois eu era bem pequena, quem me conta essa historia e minha mãe...pois bem recentemente meu tio por parte de pai havia falecido e um dia normal da semana após o ocorrido eu estava com minha mãe, e eu como de costume e meu pai trabalhando, ate que eu olho para o corredor e aponto perguntando a minha mãe quem era aquele titio (tio) minha mãe disse que ela não via nada mas que ficou completamente arrepiada!! essa outra que vou contar e mais recente, ano retrasado fiz uma viagem com minha família e ficamos instalados em uma pequena cabana na floresta! era uma cabana tão confortável e quentinha! eu dormia no sofá da sala em frente a lareira ate que acordo com minha mãe abrindo a porta da cabana para levar minha cachorrinha para fazer suas necessidades,logo em seguida minha cachorra começou a latir muito e rosnar para o meio da floresta não víamos nada e ficamos muito assustadas e chamamos ela imediatamente para dentro da cabana,provavelmete poderia ser algum animal selvagem já que ficamos localizados no meio do nada rodeados de vegetação e natureza,porem dizem que animais sentem a presença de coisas sobrenaturais e algo que também ficara no mistério,todas as minhas experiências são semelhantes com aquele medo invisivel, algo estranho aconteçe mas nao se consegue ver...     

sleep par

beno, esta es una experiencia que tuve hace unos años en pandemia, el caso es que una vez a eso de las 5:00 am me desperté y vi en la esquina de mi cama (es una cama de dos plazas) a una cosa parecida a un niño y tenía apariencia de un cuerpo quemado.Mi unica reacción fue quedarme quieta y  ver como desaparecía lentamente por debajo de la cama.

me asusté mucho,tanto que abrí las ventanas y las puertas de toda la casa.

ok not very long but prety interesting LEL. soooooooo basically my frend has a lil ghsot attched to her and its name is tophot cuz he wears a tophat lmaoo. anyway, one time we summoned him. al we did was ask to revel itself and it wus like "yeah". all i saw was its leg and foot and my friend saw its foot--

-Un cop vaig sentir un soroll a la meva habitació, la meva habitació és gran, estava mirant la televisió, vaig dir en broma "per Satanàs" vaig sentir un lleuger so i la meva habitació es va quedar en silenci. Sé que sembla una tonteria, però estava una mica espantat  ⊙﹏⊙∥

A lo largo de mi vida he experimentado en repetidas ocasiones parálisis del sueño o algo similar. Lo recuerdo desde que era muy pequeño, curiosamente me pasaba más cuando iba a casa de mi abuela paterna, las mayoría de veces veía a sombras, siempre siluetas de hombres, no me refiero al hombre del sombrero. 

Una de las veces que más recuerdo fue en 202X, estaba dormida, soñaba con estar en un lugar tranquilo, realmente no era algo particularmente aterrador o algo así, de pronto se me acercó una sombra, era la sombra de un hombre, recuerdo perfectamente que desperté y esa sombra estaba a un lado de mi cama, tenía mucho miedo, comencé a preguntarle "¿Quién eres?" repetidamente, obviamente sin recibir respuesta, por suerte mi hermano me empezó a hablar y preguntar "¿con quién hablas?" eso hizo que dejara de ver la sombra. 

I don't have any very shocking paranormal experiences, but I am a very sensitive person and I feel things around me, especially when there are sick people around, or people frustrated with their own lives, but I remember a specific moment when I was a child and I got together with some friends and entered a house that was for rent, but no one had rented it yet, and when I entered I felt a strange presence, I didn't even enter the house, just in the backyard, but when I heard those noises and I saw that strange and deformed shadow, I jumped over the gate and stood on the other side waiting for my friends. I swear, that day, I saw a spirit.

Oh boy.

Ok so like a year ago (When I was 15), I was getting ready for bed.

All of a sudden I got this very, VERY awful feeling of pure dread as if there was something in the room as well, I just stared at my door for a good 10 minutes, staring at whatever the hell was probably staring back at me, even though I couldn't see anything.

The feeling soon subsided and I went to sleep, couple days later it happened again, though this time I somehow felt that it was Closer, and I wasn't staring at the door, but in front of my bed, the same thing happened again for around 10 minutes before it stopped and I fell asleep.

It would actually start to occur irregularly over a few weeks, and I ended up convincing myself that it was just me being overly paranoid, but one day as I was getting ready to sleep, I laid down and closed my eyes when I felt it.

It was like it was right over me, staring into my freaking soul, and for the next hour (At least that's how long I think the moment occurred but honestly it felt like forever) or so I couldn't sleep, and I sure as hell didn't dare to open my eyes.

Eventually, the terror show ended from that day on, and I still have no clue as to what, or who it was.

i havent had as many as my parents, but here i go. at cedar point, there was a spinning white dot in the air that would randomly dissapear. it was REALLY high up (i have video of it). and then the fact i woke up with scratches all over me as a little kid in my haunted house but uhh thats bout it for my personal experiences

When I was little at my grandparents' house, I once felt like an apprehension squeezed my ankle tightly, digging nails into me, there was no one there

Sé que esta pregunta fue hecha hace varios años. Sin embargo, contaré una experiencia propia. Cuando era pequeña (tenía alrededor de 8 años) solía pasar mucho tiempo en la casa de mi abuela, por lo tanto pasaba las noches allí. Solía dormir en el mismo cuarto que mi abuela, tenía una cama grande en el medio, y a un costado, sobre una pared, estaba un espejo enorme que apuntaba directamente a la cama. Una mañana, cuando desperté, mi abuela no estaba. Creo que habia ido a hacer las compras o a ver a sus mascotas. Me quedé mirando el espejo un rato, aún recostada en la cama, sin mucho ánimo de levantarme. Pasé unos minutos así, hasta que, de la nada, ví una sombra enorme pasar corriendo por el espejo. Era alta, parecía que tuviese una capa sobre su cuerpo, no parecía tener pelo o algo así. En ese momemto, salí corriendo, asustada. Un par de años despues, comentandoselo a mi padre, me enteré de que cuando mi él y mi tío eran niños y aún vivían en la casa, siempre le habían temido al espejo, al punto de que cuando mi abuela no estaba cerraban siempre la puerta del cuarto por miedo a este. A día de hoy, el espejo fué vendido y reemplazado por unos cuadros. Sinceramente, fue lo mejor hacer eso.

ever since i moved into my current house at the age of 10, there has always been a ghost in my house. he likes to play with doors and move objects around. on rare occasions, he will show himself.

so a little girl died in my room years ago because one of her friends slammed her head into a nail. and I always feel a cold breeze in that corner. damn midwest lmao

One that I can clearly remember from the top of my head was this one time I was taking out the trash in my old parent's house at night. Once I came back in and locked the door, I vividly heard a little girl's laugh right next to my right ear. It was so creepy because I even felt the breath of whatever that was on that same exact ear as well. Of course, my initial reaction was to yell 'what the fuck' and punch the air (like that would do anything LMAO). What makes this even creepier is that I know for a fact that everyone in my family was upstairs getting ready for bed, and I know this because right after I freaked out, I ran upstairs, only to find everyone already situating themselves for bedtime. In addition, it was most likely not my siblings playing a prank on me because I would've heard them skitter off or something. I really don't know what to make of this honestly. 

I do believe in the supernatural. I have believed since i was a kid, and that is because i have had an experience i will never forget. I was in the first grade, and we were the only class left in the building. Nobody was there except me and my class and the teacher. 
I needed to go to the bathroom (only 5 mins were left of the class) and i went. (Remember i was the only kid that went to the bathroom or left the class)
When i arrived in the bathroom, i looked to see if anyone was there, and like i expected, nobody was there. I did my thing, and as i was preparing to leave and go back to class i looked to my right...
There was my shadow, which was normal...but as i looked more, another shadow appeared. It wasnt the shadow of a kid, and it was taller than me. (nobody left or entered the bathroom while I was there)
I got scared, but i couldnt move. As i stood there I constantly looked at it, and for a split second it moved. When I saw it move i realised it wasnt my imagination and something was there. But nothign could have made that shadow instead of a human.

Since this day, I couldnt explain myself what it was...except of a shadow figure.

Ok so when i was a kid. around age 8. i lived in the creepy ass house and every night i'd get repeating dreams of floating down the hallway and waking up screaming when i reached the end of it. one night i dreamed that me and my imaginary friend at the time went into my mum's room and had a tea party. i woke up the next day and told my mum about my dream. she then told me i had sleep walked into her room and stood at the end of her bed before dropping to the floor and passing out. gotta love haunted childhoods

I live in a rural area! middle of nowhere! think o the breaking bad area loll
 but when i was younger  me and a couple of friends went into the backroads of where we live! it has trees and yadada but we went to get wood and when we finished we tried going to the car midn you this is abotu 2 in the moring so its really dark! it felt time we were just going in a loop. like we were making progress but staying in a circle. if it wasnt for a friend who stayed being called for us we prbably wouldnt have gotten out but like when we went back it was like we were being follwed. this story sounds all over the place but i cant describe it. it felt like it was all a dream.. i just dont know how to word it

OKAY im so obsessed w paranormal, UFOS crypitis WHATECER aything and eveyrhting i love yet im a huge sceptic and nothing REALL happend to me exept this one time like when i was 8 and we where going "camping". i say "camping" becasue we got a cabin and the girls slep inside and the boys wanted to sleep outside in a tent. we went w family friends btw. this was far in the midwest so a lot of open space and big ass corn feilds. that night the boys came in saying they saw someone flashing a flashlight in the woods and we could see someone w a flashlight through the window of the cabin. everyone was freaking out a bit and no one had service besides me. the men where both big tough dudes so they where walking around the cabin and went up to the door and they heard knocking. then the door handle giggled. one of the men screamed and my (ex) step dad quickly opened the door and no one was there. it as much more scarrier in the moment i admit. they used my phone to try and call the owner of the cabin but he didnt pick up bc it was kinda late. like a month after my mom looked at it again becasue SOME REASON they wanted to book it again and found out the cabin as said to be haunted. 

I have a few of this kind of stories but here is one of the most recent:

It happened a year or two ago, I was babysitting my sister. It was around 9 PM or so and my mom wouldn't be home for a few more hours. We were all alone in the house.

Now, we were sitting in the living room. The living room and the kitchen were connected with no door between them, the door that was leading to the hallway was at the farthest part of the kitchen.

At some point I hear a noise as if someone has dropped a set of keys outside that door (it was closed so i couldn't see the hallway). My dog was with us too and it was also alarmed by the noise. I got up, opened the door and saw nothing.

I ended up calling my mom and she stayed on the phone with me while I checked the house. It was empty.

Some more time had passed after this.

As I was sitting in the living room with my sister, still on the lookout for anything strange, I heard a male voice whisper right next to my ear, calling me a nickname only my family knows about and uses for me.

After that, the whole night went quietly.

I will mention that my uncle had died not very long prior to this, maybe a few months at most, so I tend to believe that maybe it was him that night.

I'm Emi, I live in a small town in the US.

 I've had a lot of weird experinces but one particularly stands out.


The paranormal.. I know it exists, but I've never really dug my nose into it because it is just one thing that is better to be left alone. However, last summer was an exception. My friends and I decided to download an app called GhostTube. We heard about it through Tiktok, thought it was just another one of those scam apps that are meant to scare kids. I would like to say that those kinds of apps use word banks, so the accuracy is very low, and most of the time, it doesn't work. But we had an odd experience that made me question it at least a bit. 

It started as just a funny little thing, with teenagers being dumb and messing with things they shouldn't, and it became more and more serious as it progressed. It would drop information that we didn't give them. It was on my friend's phone, but it kept saying my other friend's family's names and association words like "grandpa." That one stood out the most, considering we were in a small pull-in spot on the side of the canal just down the road from her grandfather's place. To top that off, we decided to all download the app to see what would happen if we had multiple ways of communication.  I was recording the whole thing instead of using the app, and to my surprise, I caught something. I'm not sure what it was, could've been an animal or a car driving in the distance, but I caught a very high-pitched 'scream' on camera after it said "weeping". 

We ended up leaving after that. I still have the video, and I haven't gone back to that spot or gone investigating since. I've always struggled with mental health and paranoia issues, so for something like that to happen rubbed me the wrong way. According to my friend who took us there, he has been to that spot more than once.

I don't know the details, but he told me that with another group of friends, they were chased by a shifting figure that was darker than the night outside and was on all fours. It supposedly stopped at the end of the hill of the canal and stopped chasing them when they drove off. The girls reassured me that it did happen. 

Still, to this day, I have no idea what happened or what we heard.
Is it just paranoia or the paranormal?

I've only ever had one paranormal experience..
happened when i was way younger but i still remember it clear as day!!
It wasn't anything too scary or notable,, or crazy just something i've never really had an explanation for. I used to play with nerf guns all the time with my friends when i was a kid, one day while i was playing at his house with a couple other friends i ran down to the basement ( nothing too crazy down there just imagine an average game room, toys, pool etc, ) and there was someone sitting, back facing me. All i remember is that they were wearing some sort of suit with a black hat..i always thought it was a fedora. I didn't shoot him with the nerf gun or anything I just yelled " I got you!" and there was nothing, no reply no turning around, just kind of awkward, after maybe 1 minute? I ran upstairs like nothing happened back to where everyone else is (Mind you we were all kids, whoever was sitting in the chair was tall and definitely an adult) I paid it no mind until we finished and i asked my friend whose house it was who the hell was down there or if anybody was down there,, they just said no, his parents were home! the only adults in the house and DEFINETLY not the same build as the man in the chair ( they were short.. hehe) and they didn't seem shocked at all, hell his mom just told me what was he wearing and i told her and she said it just must be the ghost of her grandfather. 

That's it, i never really had an explanation for it.. i know it happened, remember it clear as day, guess i just ran into someones ghost grandpa haha!

I have had a lot of strange experiences (I'm not joking when I say A LOT xD) but I'll tell you about one that honestly scared me a lot. 

One time I was at home getting ready for bed (it was the middle of the night) and my boyfriend, who was with me at the time, turned off all the lights in the house. At that moment, I was doing my business in the bathroom and with only the little vision I have (I wear glasses, so you can imagine my situation :D) when out of nowhere I literally saw the shadow of someone (who I thought was my boyfriend until then, and he really looked VERY similar) entering the office (we have one where we put computers and work stuff in it) and I thought it was my boyfriend coming in to turn off the computer or whatever. So I just called out to him and said, "I'm going to sleep, I'll wait for you in the bedroom!" because I literally couldn't see anything. The office is the darkest room in the house. But as soon as I opened the bedroom door... Wait, my boyfriend was in bed and didn't understand why I was looking for him, he was there the whole time! This was really scary because not only did I see it, I felt the presence and it wasn't nice at all.

Everyday, I walk in to my English & History classroom. When everyone went dead silent for a few seconds I had looked around strangely confused, then they started to talk again. thats when I noticed a figure standing next to me. (I only see Ghosts, Entities... etc. when they want me to see them) they had disappeared after that, I had looked over at my friend whop was sitting next to me he said: "He's there again isn't he?" I had talked to him about this strange aura of a person there before but I didnt expect him to know when I could or couldn't see him. a few seconds after I hod nodded my head and sat back in my chair I started choking, on nothing... I just felt something grabbing me and choking me after it had pulled away my friend asked if I was okay and the fifgure just loomed over me it was tall, probably about 6'3. The figure tried to come closer again and I scooted away before it gave up and disappeared again, the energy had left along with the spirit and I just stare at my friend in shocked silence. The figure has just came in and stared at me ever since.

TW: Ideations mention

So I live in New Orleans. We live in an apartment building that is close to a very spiritual body of water and a cemetery (there are cemeteries literally everywhere here) so I expected some paranormal stuff to happen. What I didn't expect was to move in and be roommates with a demon (literally, we moved into its' home/nest, or the apartment next to its home/nest). 

It started very slowly. Shadow figures, weird things like electronics pausing or playing by themselves, our Alexa (lovingly referred to as Jeff Bezos' bitch) playing music when neither of us were even in the bedroom, and the very nice feeling of being stalked. It legit felt like we had an extra pair of eyes on us all the time. At first, it was only in the front rooms. Then it started coming into the kitchen, and then the bathroom. We figured it was a demon once it started coming into the bathroom and the bedroom, as human spirits can't do that, but we weren't sure yet. Then came the voices, specifically at night. Some were psychic imprints, some were genuine ghosts/human spirits, but some were not. Specifically, the little girl who came and messed with me at night - turning my volume to 100 at an impossible speed, throwing my phone around when I couldn't have possibly hit it, tugging on the blanket, giggling (incredibly fucking creepily), and finally and most horrifyingly, taking the voice of my then 12-year-old sister. 

The Man, as we called him, was my least favorite 'visitor'. He either whispered or screamed and liked to use my name a lot. He always stood in the darkest corner of the room, but we could both see him. This is when my fiancee started waking up at night and responding to him, confusing it for me speaking. He liked to peer around the living room doorway's corner at the couch at us, and we both started feeling his presence constantly. He left scratches on my fiancee and played peekaboo with me as a scare tactic, along with sounding off lots of disembodied footsteps running right at me (one of my biggest fears). Physical issues with her, psychological with me. We started fighting almost nonstop, we were both exhausted, and it ramped up certain ideations for me to extreme levels. We spoke to some people known in NOLA to deal and help with demonic entities and they cleansed the house after we tried a cleansing ourselves. During that cleansing, fiancee started acting a bit weird and asked me to take a picture of her face, saying she didn't feel right. She didn't look right at all - sickly pale, genuinely black eyes, huge eye bags, and pale lips. In the reflection of the TV behind her, we caught the face of the demon. That convinced them we weren't lying. They couldn't get him out - he lived there. It was in fact his home/nest.

 Our breaking points came on the same day. During the day while she was at work, it was following me around and running at me as I cleaned. It caused many an anxiety attack that day. First, its head popped up above the shower curtain and scared the shit out of me. Eventually, I heard it run from the bathroom, so I went back in there. It then decided to round the living room doorway and CRAWL at me while I was cleaning the toilet. I slammed the bathroom door and cried for about 30 minutes before I called my girl. When she came home, it started to mess with her as well, but not to any extremes. However, that night, we lost power (management sucks ass about taking care of the building so a simple thunderstorm took power out until the morning), and it found the perfect time to terrorize us. We both knew it was already watching us right as the power went out and once it was dark we both heard the hissing and growling coming from the doorway. We were both terrified, and we actually decided to get a hotel room that night. As we were walking to the bedroom with our phone flashlights, she started to feel like she was choking and was having a very hard time breathing. I thought it was asthma, but she pushed through it and when we packed and got out of the apartment, she was instantly able to breathe in the main hallway. That night at the hotel, she had 

That unit happened to be infested with black mold after a pipe burst 2 floors above us, so we had to move upstairs which was another added stressor and it's fuckin hot up here. It's also a shitty unit. The demon took a while to find us and a mimic came and tried to attach while the demon was still fucking around with his other victims in the complex (I once walked down our hallway and every single apartment was filled with people screaming at each other in fights. I could excuse up to 3 as coincidence, but every single unit when there are 16 units on each wing?). 

It's back up here, but it's weaker. It's still scary as hell (when I had to sleep on an air mattress it was shaking it so hard I thought NOLA had its' first earthquake, it has climbed on our actual bed and left imprints in the blankets, it still growls and hisses almost constantly, it has left scratches on both of us, it has shown itself and still does the shit with the footsteps) but it's weaker. We have protected ourselves with cleansing, praying to our deities, crystals, intentions, and rituals that keep it from the bedroom's threshold. It does still hang out in the bathroom and now likes to try and throw the shower curtain at us. We're considering calling in more help since we no longer live in its home to keep him away and out. 

This got so long but man, this demon is very active and honestly an asshole. So yeah, that's the reason I had to not be agnostic - if one exists, logic says the other has to. Or, I'm crazy. Either way, the pictures all speak for themselves and this has been one of the worst years of our lives. We can't wait to get the hell out of here (pun intended).

I have a looot of stories to share, but i'll keep it with 2(for now) :

1:

When i was around 9, one evening i had to refill the cat food bowls in the attic. Our attic has a giant old wooden desk stuffed away, with some other old boxes and stuff behind it. As i was refilling the food bowls i suddenly got the feeling there was something behind the desk. in my house weird things like that arent uncommon, but this time it was different. I turned around, and a tall, humanoid figure came climbing from behind the old desk. It was bald and naked and its skin was as white as paper, with very long fingers without nails. It had no eyes(no eye sockets either) but a very large mouth with big rounded teeth and vertical 'wrinkles' all over its face. It was also super thin, kinda malnourished looking. As soon as i saw that thing i sprinted downstairs as fast as i could and sat in the corner of the living room with all the lights turned on until my mom came home. Never saw it again after that. Sometimes i still get a 'feeling' that there is something behind that old desk, but then i just finish up what im doing quickly and thats that.

2:

Another one from when i was a kid, i was walking the dog one afternoon in the forest(there is a small forest near my house) when i passed by a tiny field of grass. I always walk the same route so i also always walk past that same field of grass. on this day however there was a concrete box(roughly 1x1x2 meter) in the middle of the field, with a bright red door and a roof of corrugated sheet. being an idiot kid and not immediately realizing that 'this box not being here yesterday = get out now', i stepped closer bc until i heard extremely loud banging on the door from inside the box. i got out of there as fast as i could, and when i came back next day(i always walk the same route and im too autistic to change it even if there is haunted box on my route) the box was gone. all that was left was a perfect square of dead yellow/brown grass, surrounded by healthy green grass. The day after that i checked again and the square was gone as well. Never saw any trace of that box after that, except for a couple of dreams when i was fourteen-ish.

there’s something

something in this house

I have no idea what it is.

it feels like it doesn’t want me here

correction — it doesn’t want me leaving.

as if it’s saying, “I let you go once, that was a mistake. a mistake that won’t happen again.”

noise all the time.

I don’t feel fear.

because fear, sometimes, is conscious.

but when you’re alone in a place

that makes you consider putting a final stop —

it’s hard.

I don’t want to burden anyone

with my problems

after all, they’ve got nothing to do with me.

I’ve spent the last few weeks talking

to old friends

family

trying to show — not to them, but to myself —

that things were okay. I was okay. we were okay.

but somehow, it’s like that bizarre thing follows me

wherever I go.

and it found what it was looking for in this house.

loneliness.

it needed to see me alone and it knows everything about me.

when I’m alone, I think.

I think too much.

and thinking too much sometimes leads me to do things

that shouldn’t be done.

ruining someone’s future

because of the past.

my brothers.

I can’t.

that’s my argument.

but it tells me:

I am fear —

the fear that makes you get out of bed,

the fear that makes you feel alive,

the fear you feel every time you hear your name,

or certain names.

I am what consumes you, day and night.

always carrying you like a caged animal.

I don’t let you live

because I know you can’t live with fear.

the only way to end fear

is to become part of it.

become the fear.

become the reason for fear,

become the horror story,

become the haunting that haunts

 that house.

what house?

you forgot?

it doesn’t exist.

When i was 7-9 i had insominia one day on the night i was going to see tv  and i saw my doll on my side she was sitted,but when i looked to the real place no the tv reflection she was not there.

more earlier when i was 6 i swore that saw my doll blinking when i was playing with her,i screamed so LOUD and cried to my parents we putted her in the trash.

one night when i was 9,i remember the fan changing alone on the night i was scared too

when i was 8 i saw 2 forms a black and white one.

I already heard a voice 

and i already saw my brother becoming a full-grown adult on one of my insonic nights

They are not scary or something.

but they were fun.