MOCK GCSES (YEAR 10, UK BASED)

My names Ayra, i'm 14 years old in Year 10 (UK) 

And nearly 60% of this year my english teacher hasn't been here too teach us, and so we have fallen SO incredibly behind in english, both english language & literature and i'm so scared. It's currently mid APRIL & we have only JUST gotten a new teacher this week, whilst she is quite strict she can definitely teach WAY better & honestly i even care how strict she is with me and my class if anything i hope she becomes more strict and pushes us more because whilst every other class has gone through all of paper 1 & 2 of BOTH english lang & lit. We only just began this month & you know what makes this worse?

I'm god awful at it! its been so long & i'm in no position too not know how too write structures & stuff but it seems it's i'm going too only hold myself even more further behind. i hate myself for it why does my fuck ass school allow my teacher too do this for us. YES it isn't really my fault he did that too us but whatever. i'm mad anyways. 

I'm still trying too get used too revising more often as for my first MOCKS will be on June 2-6 (Combined Science) So if anybody has any tips on how too revise for english / what to do in general please please, im begging you too tell me i need all the help i could possibly get, I'm in an awfully desperate position.

THANK YOU FOR READING!! I APPRECITATE IT SO MUCH

(P.S My school is with AQA exam board!)