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Because i feel so unreal all the time like i'm deep inside my own mind and it feels like i'm physically inside my thoughts and problems when i sleep.
It's hard to explain but i try.
Call me schizo but i have a theory!
Call me schizo but i have a theory!
Maybe i'm an angel and i wasn't created to experience the physical world and that's why everything feels so unreal and out of place. Kinda dream like but not really.
Maybe i was thrown down to earth to be born as a human as a punishment or as a lesson from God for something i've done in heaven.
And the reason my dreams feel so real is because in them i'm trying to find my way back to heaven.
I always see the same ish dream, a dark infinite path with walls on both sides.
I can only see about 10 or 15 meters infront of me because of the fog.
People walk trough the walls infront of me every now and then, theyre my family and friends.
But they never look at me, it's like i don't exist.
I walk around touching books i find in cracks of the wall and either receive a thought or feeling.
I try to solve and understand the thoughts and feelings but they always escape when i notice them.
Also i feel the presence of something greater than reality but i never see it. (God?)
Maybe i'm trying to find a solution to my situation and how i could return back to heaven and be forgiven by God.
I feel like i'm close yet so far.
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