The fictitious sins from the here-after ...

*The Fictitious Sins From The Here -after* ...So, I'm feeling the need to explore the scenario I think could best explain death. More-over, of my own private idea of what could be laying ahead if we were to die too soon in those lives and of what could be waiting for us all ...I touched lightly on this (quite similar) topic some time ago but feel that I have much more to add to it now and will go deeper into this unnerving topic. I'm also writing this in one go and can't be arsed to edit shit (ahem) ...Whenever the spectre of death is raised in conversation (as is at times the case between those close friends /family etc). Many hold firm to the belief of their souls passing through into the type of afterlife that they expect to experience ie. Bright light, end of the tunnel, Jesus, Buddha or Allah awaiting them and eternal bliss surrounded by loved ones who welcome them in and who had passed years earlier ...others believe that once you're dead that's it, nothing except darkness /the cessation of light and of life but I have another idea over what could be on the other side. For those who die prematurely at least. I picture a 20 something year old guy who's girlfriend had decided to break off their relationship for any number of reasons. She tears her boyfriends heart right from his chest, stamps on it and moves on. From his perspective, it's all over, finished. Let's also imagine that he overdoses on medication. Lies in bed and waits for it to end but he wakes to find that he's in hospital. Apparently, his neighbour heard his cries that night and called for an ambulance just in time to save his life (or that's how it's all supposed to seem). He spends a couple days in the ward until he feels fit to return home and to move on in his life when in fact, he did die in that bed on that night. The funeral was lovely, the eulogy was very moving to all and he was buried with dignity. So if he didn't actually survive that night, and was instead dead and buried. Then what's happening here ?! ...I have a theory that, when a person dies before they should, that god (or whatever higher power) can create the illusion of life. Seemingly same friends, same family same job/home and so on to convince them that they're still here with us, to continue making the mistakes or 'sins' that the lord above could then judge that person who didn't have the chance in making those same mistakes in life but in death. I'm reminded of my late mother's passing. She was told that she had cancer and that she wouldn't last another year. Lay on her bed surrounded by loving family and from our perspective, took her last breath and left us. But what if at that exact time, she woke to find out that the doctor had made a huge mistake and that she wasn't dying at all. We buried our mother in 2010 but what if somewhere out there, she's watching the television with the 'illusion' of a son who watched her die and with the daughters that aren't physically there, and all just to convince her that she's still alive. All created just so that the lord could judge us for the sins that we would've made in life if not for that early exit "from that life" -(our deaths) ...And so to recap, similar neighbours, believable friendships, and a family of brothers and sisters but who are all imposters. God would need to delude us into the belief that we're still alive and in this world to be able to better judge our sins in death or we would all be on our best behaviour if we really knew the truth, and perhaps that's the point ...This same idea is applied to a child that drowns in a lake. God would need to create the illusion that he is growing up, getting married, having children of his own, and is making the mistakes (or sins) that he would've made in life. If not for his untimely death, as to judge him for it one day ...The End ...