ok so first one:
Since I was very little, I used to like you know go places but sometimes ş-i'd zone out and just think to myself ''hey I've been here before and i remember this happening'' but they never actually happened to me. As years passed I just convinced myself those were past dreams of the future?? if that's possible. It still happens to this day and it's scaring me.
second one:
since i was 9 years old there had been this girl in my dreams. She had boyish hair and we seemed to be living together. It was like when I slept i had a whole new life, I'd hug her and cry, go out with her and do all kinds of fun stuff. I remember us living in a house in the beach it was a tiny house and we would watch movies all night. This year, 3-4 months ago I saw us having a huge argument and she left crying, I have never seen her in my dreams since then, I remmeber waking up all sweaty and panicked and yeah thats it.