Life’s so beautiful isn’t it?
Tears so full smoke the resin.
Can’t stand to think
Goddamn I think
Now I’m bleeding in the sink.
Thinking of the past again
Blast the head.
Life’s movin so fast
Feeling bad
Getting dragged down the hall.
All my emotions caving me in
Can you save me?
Take me away from here
For just a little while?
Riding off peoples time
But it’s how I keep my peace of mind.
Another gram
another boom
Another smoke
Another sesh.
Free now it’s recess,
I believe less,
You was keeping secrets
While sayin I love you.
Try to touch you
But your heart won’t let me in
Another chick on the mind since her,
I miss her
But what does it matter?
Back on topic,
I don’t know what to do
You know they want another dude
Stallin your move.
Wanna leave this state
Sick of the hate,
This push and pull
Is obnoxious,
Kush can hold
Till your nauseous,
Fill your loss
And your empty space
With a bottle.
The only thing I’ll ever hold and kiss
And bliss is something i can’t find.
Pushing me to try
So tired
Wanna die,
Couldn’t cry if I tried
Cause I’m dead inside.
Been this way for a while
And my parents don’t know,
Couldn’t go to if I needed.
Depressed and needed help
They pointed the finger at me
So homies are my fam.
But I’m annoyin them,
Spending all my time with them
Cause I can’t stand to be alone.
See my dome
And it’s a mess
A saint I ain’t blessed.
Chest tight and I’m tired
And I try to connect
Through these emotions.
Life’s so beautiful isnt it? (2x)
You so beautiful aren’t you (2x)
So far from the truth, fuck you.