I hope someone has something helpful to say

No matter what demons we face on the outside and within we have to keep going ! youtu.be/TUq4F95e4HE

I hate how I look i really do I haven’t been happy since I was a child but there are things I love about this planet the forests and the emos so I have to stay alive to experience those things and maybe one day I’ll make a sculpture of an emo boy with wings in resin in the woods maybe 2 boys kissing and one of them will look like how I thought and hoped my face would turn out , like I’m pretty much gonna be a vtuber and not show my face which breaks my heart but I can’t express u I am like this I hope to have a boyfriend to make life more bearable and live aslong as biologicaly possible but I hoped to be in a band and have music videos and stuff but i just can’t seek that out anymore nothing anything can say or amount of glory could ever make me feel great about myself but at least I’m still capable of loving someone else