art block and struggles

i swear ive been in art block or 3 years. and i used to be so good, and ahead, and people would always compliment me and i could draw everyday, and it wasn't something i hid. and now i draw maybe once a month if im lucky, and i cant improve and take myself seriously because everyone my age and younger is BETTER than me, and i dont want to be bad, but i cant be good without practising but i cant practise because im too critical of myself. i have too much of an ego, and im too judgemental. my friends are all so good because they didn't stop like me, and theyre all proud of their art, and i just feel jealously because that shouldve been me! and guilt again because thats unfair to feel that way towards them because theyre lucky, and im just stuck in my endless cycle.