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So today one of my closest friends casually told me they're in a relationship now. This friend has never been in a relationship before and used to have a crush on me, and I can't help but feel a little jealous. I'm super glad they've moved on and that they're happy now, but it feels like while their life has changed, I'm basically in the same boat I was in when they had a crush on me.Β
My other best friend is in a 15-month relationship with one of our closest friends. It's been on and off, and I've been her shoulder to cry on for most of it, even when I've found her boyfriend slightly annoying as they spend quite a bit of time together.Β
In that 15 month period, I had a short thing with a guy, then a talking stage with a girl that was going well until she made out with other people and then got my friends to lie about it to me for two weeks. I also sort of went out with this guy, but broke it off before he could ask me to properly be his gf because he seemed lowkey misogynistic and made me feel like we weren't really that compatible. Now I'm wondering how to meet someone who doesn't go to my school before we go to uni in September bc ideally i'd like to experience some kind of actual relationship. Whenever I get into one I get the ick so easily, but my friends have reassured me that the ppl I've been ending up with have been kinda weird anyway, so maybe it's not me?
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