Narcissism hurts

sure does hurt my dear sweet lady ive bene with 3 of them and they were all aries women one was my sons mother one was my ex widfe and one was my girlfriend of 3 1/2 years definitly a horrorific way to live normally the dude isnt on the other side of it  ive been punched  , had hands around my throat while i slept, chased with knives, had metal baseball bats swung at me, always made to feel as if i did something wrong even before anything was done  etc.........  never fathomed id ever go through such a thing especially with 3 different women  i cant imagne what its like to be a female on the receiving end of it as in mosty cases women are defenssless to a man  i am so grateful i never  ever allowed the abuse i went through to turn me into a monster as i have never ever once raised my hand to a woman but i could of overpowered them all but where i come from the only place a woman should be slapped is on her ass and before thats ever done it should be asked to her if she likes it  hitting a woman or a child goes against ever fiber of my being had it not i most likely would of ended up in jail after going thropugh the things i did  such a nasty way to live and its never easy to get away  thanks for creating the group