The midst of the forest

Home, where is home? 

You see I believe I have never met home 

Not until now, 

You make me feel safe 

You make me feel loved 

You are my home  

But before, when it was dark 

In the midst of the Pain and suffering  

Dull. 

But the light came around in the midst of the forest 

In the clouded forest 

A bright light shone in the distance 

The light had engulfed me  

Swallowed me whole 

Suffocated my brain  

I walked towards the light 

Was it home? 

But the light left me alone in the midst of the forest 

Why, they were my only one, 

They were mine 

But I was not theirs. 

ps: who do you think is the toxic one in this situation (this represents a relationship/breakup btw) but you can view it any way you like, if you do lmk how you see it :)