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one time i was manic and didn’t sleep for 5 whole days to where i hallucinated and then passed out on the floor mid sentence talking with my friend while all the lights were on XD

Spilt on my mother and girlfriend and held a kn!fe to my throat threatening them to leave me alone. All bc my gf was talking to her ex again. Typical toxic relationships.

I got attached to this guy I met on instagram he's British and I'm American and it was this weird ass long distance situationship (not good for the mental health btw) anyways... I found out he was talking to other girls right? so I confront him about it right and he was like nahhh they just my friends trust me... (I didn't trust him) and so idk what kinda logic I was on at the time but I ended up dying my hair BRIGHT red just to get his attention (it didn't get his attention) then after that I just went completely nuts, like stalking him and shit I ended finding out his email and logged it in to some bogus websites hoping his phone would get hacked lmaoo and like getting all my friends to report him so his account would get banned and overall just became really evil and toxic to the point I almost overdosed as an attempt to kms... that was a few months ago too, anyways im talking to this new guy now :) 

Not too long ago, I was with this guy who absolutely adored me (I adored him even more). He was the first guy I could say I really truly loved. He was the first guy to ever buy me flowers, and ACTUALLY make me feel beautiful. We had done crazy things for each other. He had carved my name into his thigh, and for some reason it made me fall more in love with him. But he had went into a mental hospital, and came back confused how he felt about me. The meds he was put on made him even crazier, and for some reason its made me even more insane.