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Hopefully this way works. I couldn’t figure out if I could reply to ur comment directly or not.
With how my Cotard’s works. I already believe I’m dead amongst other things. With how it has effected me, I couldn’t quite tell you do to having amnesia. But there are curtains memories of mine that wouldn’t happened if I never had Cotard’s.
Like…
-Starving myself cause I didn’t want to eat
-Nearly having a anxity attack because I could feel my heart beat
-Seeing blood from a cut and being deeply confused
-Developing Cotard’s also cause me to become manic (I’ve been on & off manic since)
There are more but those are the ones that first come to mind.