Marcel Proust- 35 "get to know me" questions :)

One day, I want to live in a small apartment, figure out life, and do something that I love to do (something creative that makes me forget the concept of time). I'd love to do what I'm passionate about every day, drinking a cup of coffee, with some French bread (I already do that part lol)

I fear that one day someone will be able to figure me out, nothing left a mystery, and that I will have no purpose in life. 

I care too much, but not enough (some things, I care too much for, and others, I don't care enough about)

When people hate others for no reason. It makes no sense to me as to why you would go out of your way to be a jerk? Some things, I understand. But if you are mean to someone because you don't like the color of their shirt, or the music they listen to... why are you so bothered? Why do you care so much?

This is a difficult question to answer, I admire many different people for many different things. For example, I admire Stephen King for his writing abilities, but I also admire Gerard Way for his art. 

Pens. I have so many pens. I have regular ballpoint pens, fountain pens, and I'm getting a quill pen soon. They're amazing, and I write a lot. At least I put them to good use. 

What isn't it? There are many things on my mind at all times. 

"Respect your elders" 100%. Why would I respect someone if they aren't worthy of it? I respect the people who don't treat others like dirt, then pull the "respect your elders" card. The golden rule, my friends, is very important- treat others how you would like to be treated. 

When the truth is harmful or causes problems. 

My nose. I think a lot of peoples' noses look awkward. It just looks funny. I dislike it. 

Donald Trump

Having a good personality and isn't uncomfortable to be around 

Same as before, just having a good personality and doesn't make the people around them uncomfortable.

"like" and "idk"

The arts. I love how there are no limits, no one to tell you what you can and can't do. I love that people can unapologetically be themselves and that there's no "good" and "bad" despite what people try to say. It's a beautiful thing. 

The music store on the corner of the street. I bought my guitar, all by myself, after everyone told me it was dumb and a waste of money. I love her, my guitar, and I'm so glad I have it. It's therapeutic for me to play.

I would like to be able to talk to people. I love talking to people, but it's so hard to find the right people to talk to. It would be amazing if I could talk to anyone, not just certain people. 

My talking. Ironic considering the last answer, right? I talk too much, and no one listens. I wish I could stop sometimes but it's like I have no control over it. I don't like it. 

Today I built a boat out of newspaper!

A ringneck dove. 

New Jersey. I'd also like to visit France someday. 

My starry night socks. 

Boredom that is so powerful, it's painful. The lack of distraction that allows your mind to wander places it shouldn't. 

I like to paint and to read. 

I know a lot about random things

I love that they are all so caring. My friends are some of the best people I've ever met. The amount of times they've stuck up for me when I couldn't bring myself to do it is insane. The way they always make sure I feel included, and them not treating me like I'm made of glass, but understanding that sometimes things can be difficult. I appreciate them so much.  

I like Arthur Rimbaud, Stephen King, James Patterson, Dean Koontz, etc.

Han Solo, Luke Skywalker, and Princess Leia!!

Van Gogh.

Band members, my friends, and my doggo :)

Roslyn, Vivian, Thalia, Oliver/Ollie, and Frank 

Mac n Cheese

Regret is a useless emotion. 

A way that I have control over. I'm not too sure yet. 

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