When the Infatuation Wears Off- by me duhh
Would you still "love" me if you knew how horrific the mind is behind my face?
Would you stay infatuated with me when you realize youre only here for the attention?
Will you go and tell everyone the things ive done and who ive become?
When you find out will that become your main goal?
Will you only stay, hoping someday you'll be able to get your own video?
Or will you see past my face into my mind and realize how big of a mistake you made my hitting me up?
Will the infatuation wear off and you'll see im not who you think?
Would you go and comfort me for all ive been thru or treat me like a wh0r3?
When you find out will you realize why its taking me so long to be ready?
Will you leave when you dont get your turn or stay and never expect anything?
Would you still "love" me when you see how internally beautiful i am alongside my flaws?
and another one! Let the Feelings Linger- byyyy me again!
Trapped inside
Are words i never said
And feelings that linger
The "what if"s
The "just maybe"s
The "in another life"s
I know its wrong
I know im his
I know we didnt work out
But am I to blame?
When you treat me this way?
When you call me those names?
When we talk all day?
Thoughts lurk up on me like my own shadow no matter how hard i try to push them away
trapped inside my eyes are lies of a past i cant erase
a past where you had a place
and so i push you away as best as i can, though im glad you wont let me
and i watch as i call you my "best friend" instead of something more
because i know its wrong
i know im his
but who knows if wed work out
so still i keep these words unsaid and let the feelings linger
anyways thats it!! im extremely open to constructive criticism nd any commentary! Thanks for reading!!!!!!