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Hi!
Before I began I'm a 14 year-old boy and this may be just wasting time saying my feeling to people that i don't even know! But i just need to got the of my chest! when ever I mass up i feel like an idiot and when i also want to ask for help I can hear in my head a little voice says, "Why are you asking a question?! your a man! If you ask a question your worth nothing and you should just kill your self!" so I listen to my little voice and don't ask a question! And when ever I wont to tell someone about my problems that same voice chams in saying, "Why are you telling someone how you feel?! your a man you can't show how you feel about something!" and again i listen to it and i keep my mouth shut but now I realized I need to tell someone before I kills me or more like i kill myself!
If you got this far I'm sorwy you had to read me rant I just want someone to just be able to talk to for one out of school. Someone that just gets me! :(
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