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Am i insecure or just a jealouse person?

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I live in a small village and usually I see friends or ex friends concreting my biggest wishes and dreams, and when this happens I pretend that im happy, but truly I just want that everything goes wrong w that person so I don’t feel bad w myself.


It makes me sad seeing everyone happy doing something that I should be doing. It was to be me, not u. Should be me laughing and acting in a theatre, Should be me going to the best school of arts in the Country. 


U may ask “why isn’t u then” bcs i don't had the opportunity to, I always wanted, I insisted, I tried, but it seems like nothing I want really is important.


Am I a bad person? Maybe a jealouse person and selfish…. Idk…. Maybe Im just insecure 


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I feel like you are a jealous person, wishing the worst for someone who has what you don't isn't a very good thing. But you seem to acknowledge it pretty well. As long as you know what you are, I don't think you should feel like a terrible person. Jealousy is a perfectly normal human reaction to feel, it's only when you take the next step in actually making that other person's life miserable, that you turn into a terrible person.


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