Resignation

Hi im new on the app and website. Sorry if my writing isn't good, english isnt my mother tongue, btw, my resignation situation is something that hurts me a lot. I have a boyfriend, andIi love him, butit'ss what I can choose, the easiest and most peaceful option. I had my safic romance in high school, and I think is somethiong that I really cannot give up with her but ajam thats my roman empire. If someone have the same feeling please write something