You ever love somebody so much you just want to slice his head down the middle and peal away each layer of skin and muscle one by one, inspect his features, his facial structure, his skull?
I feel that way often with my boyfriend. I fantasise of dislocating his jaw and examining his mouth, I dream of piercing his soft skin, I dream of cutting his torso, opening up his ribcage, tearing out his lungs and crawling inside him in their place. I want to pull out all his teeth and keep them in a little jar as trinkets, I want to carve my name on him, I want to mark him as mine and I want the world to see.
Settling for hickeys.