Socially anxious

i feel u.. once i was chilling @ the park when a really cool guy my age walked up to me and started an interesting conversation. we probably could've been good friends but I was so awkward we kinda just went our separate ways..

still kicking myself about it to this day..

(and holding out hope we'll meet again since the park is close to my house ;(((..)

I completely understand. I ran into a dude named Charles at house party, and he was cool asf. But I felt like I was distant and awkward the whole time. I was at least able to maintain a bit of the convo, but him overtake the conversation. Lucky for me he was drunk.