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What I supose to do now???

Well, I always have problems with my parents and sisters probably like everyone, but this months maybe i could say this year, i´m fighting a lot with them and it could sound stupid but i make like a bubble when them can´t make me feel to bad but u know even with that they and me treat me like shyt, yesterday i was taking a shower like every day to go to school and my sister was touching m door saying "hurry up i wanna take a shower too" that bitch has a own bathroom and she just want to make problems like EVERYDAY, but knowing that she´s really rude with me and literally i do everything for my sisters like i often obyde what they ask me for, i hurry up like i take maybe 7 or 8 minutes and she was back but this time she was hitting the fucking door and trying to open it (if i do that when shes taking a shower makes her mad) and saying that i was rude (cause i dont finish to take my daily shower to go to the damn school) btw i was starting to finish like i has the foam soap in my face (that is the final step to my showers) and suddenly the water stop falling from the shower and was in that moment that i star getting mad and yeah i went to her room and i said "why did u turned off the water supply" but in the room was only my another sister and i said her "your sister has turned off the water supply, wheres the water supply to turn on it" and she says "idk where is it" (OF COURSE SHE KNOWS WHERE IS IT) but that sluts always are so fucking selfish and rude, wherever i go to the room of my parents to say my mom where is the water supply and she wasnt in the bed, that was really stranger cause why at 5:39 my mom wasnt on bed she wakes up and takes me to school at 6:30, and now i went to the shower and my mom was here and y say "your daughter turn off the water supply" but she says that it wasnt my sister was HER and i really anger try to scourge the door in his face and she put her shoe in the door and screaming "U ONLY HAVE 5 MINUTES" and i said to her "GET OUT" it is worth clarifying that she makes a lot of things that make me really sad and bad like most every day she tolds me that i was ugly and selfish like WTF i often do what she tolds me to do, obviously i dont do everything cause when she tolds me or im doing it or y was going to do it, well wherver i quit the foam soap of the face and i go out to the shower and go to my bedroom but beacuse i was mad i hit the door and she run to my bedroom and saying "why u hit it, why u hit it" she was trying to hit me and since i has so frustration things in my head and lot of hundreds of millions of words that i never says to her in my mouth i hit her but i dont do it to harm her just to defending myself and maybe to quit me out all that frustration, but she start to crying and i said "GET OUT I DONT WANT TO SEE U AGAIN" well i have another of histories like that but this will take me hours but the point is that i dont want to tolerate this anymore i dont want to depend of my parent, i want to be independent or maybe depend of somebody but not to be a kept i wanna work on something it dosnt cares if i work as a hooker like is a respectable work, the thing is that i dont know where i need to go, all my family is gonna say to my parents that im with them and i supose that the mother of my friends too, please i need your help i dont know where to go i dont want to stay here, im literally 13 years and i live in a zone full of narcos and i dont live in US maybe there is a little bit more easier to find a house or a shelter, well but not to do this more long can u give me some solutions to go like shelters, home or wherever, i live in CDMX, well to far of it. Sorry to make this to long.   

 


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