home lyf

im guessing a while ago my parents found my twitter??? somehow???? and they found literally everything and have been berating me nonstop about it. i've felt really scared to go home or even be near or alone with my parents, and have started really hating going home to the one place i thought i could be myself and relax. its all they ever talk about, how i present myself online and everything but im not sure if they realize the reality of me feeling more comfortable to be myself on social media than in person with them. truly that says something about how you parent. they both know my history of sh and if they even SENSE my scars they demand to see. news flash, i relapse almost every week so thats a huge NO!!! i made this mess myself but if they learned how to mind their own business and discovered this amazing thing called privacy, i wouldnt be absolutely dreading being in my own house!