what is the point of living this life right now. to get a better life when you're older? I want now.
I don't really do anything. It feels like I'm here just to fill the void. I don't have anything special. I may look decent enough, but my personality feels just plain boring. Im into fandoms but those are boring too, I watch movies sometimes and play games but nothing sparks the way it used to when I was preteen. I need something new but I have no passion.
I'm tired and jealous of people cooler than me. They remind me that im never enough. I'm tired of trying to be better.