I’m scared, I don’t want to go through it all again… (TW:Suicidal intentions)

I’m scared I’m going back to the way I acted when things got bad, I got that feeling the same feeling I got when things got bad last year I’m scared cus I don’t want to go back into that dark place… I don’t want to lose all the progress I’ve made… I’ve been doing so well… I don’t want to struggle anymore, I don’t want to hate myself, I don’t want it to go back to how it was when everything went to shit, when I got so bad I didn’t want to live… I can’t go back to that dark time, but I feel like I’m slowly slipping back into it again….