ok so idk why I joined this group I think I js wanted to talk about this specific subject D:
there's this guy at my school that I kinda don't like because he's a bit mean to people and he 'annoys' me a lot. he just follows me around and pretends I'm his best friend and gives me compliments (TRUST IT'S ANNOYING) and whenever he's bored at class he just stares at me for fun to see if he can get a reaction from me which he does because idk how to react so I just try not to smile and look back at him but I STILL DO ITS REALLY ANNOYING
he accidentally hit me in PE once because he was being stupid, I wasn't angry I was just frustrated and my friend wasn't with me so I just walked away cuz I didn't wanna deal with stuff but he came over to me and did the FLIPPING STARE THING AGAIN </3 so I started laughing and then I walked away without realizing that he tried to get behind me (and hug me? idk) idrk what he was trying to do but it was weird- there was also a time when our teacher told us to go to a place where we wouldn't get distracted and he immediately went behind me like really really close (and did the smile thing again omfg) LIKE WOAH MAN that's a bit not ok so I moved
He also did something similar in science our teacher was explaining instructions and he just went really close behind me and was looking at me drawing on the work we were supposed to be doing, eventually he moved a little and complimented my drawings which was nice. He thinks its cool that I animate and stuff so yay
now this is where things get a bit ehh so if you don't wanna read its fine
He started to say really weird things like he praises me and stuff and how I'm his king (which is annoying because I'm not a dude but in his defense he doesn't know im an enby) I got really uncomfortable and told the school counselor, they had a chat with him and he does it less now. I felt uncomfortable because of my dislike of attention and affection I really don't know how to take it in and I end up scared most of the time so I thought I fixed things but now (and I really hate to admit it and this is selfish of me) I kind of miss him doing it and I think its because of me not knowing how to handle affection/attention
prob making a big deal out of this but its fine guys