Am i autistic?

I know the creator of the group asked that allystic people not join, but I feel very strongly that I am autistic. I have experienced a lot of symptoms, and if I look back at my past, I have had similar symptoms before. It was always natural to me, to not hold eye contact, and when i try, or do it, its just so awkward. (And other symptoms, that im lazy to write down)

I wanted to join this group because it would be nice to read comments from people who feel the same way or something. My mom didn't take it seriously when I told her I think i have autism, but I guess I shouldn't expect her to. Or should I? 

She said she'd see a psychologist, but I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon.

so.. is it okay to all of you, if im staying in the group

(sorry for the long text, and sorry for any spelling mistakes, english is not my native language :c )