Do you feel like no one likes you? Are you lonely?

I used to feel the same way. Sometimes I still do, but that's because I had (and still have) disgusting thoughts 24/7.

When "the incident" happened in 7th grade, my mental health started to spiral downwards. I was trapped in this box, this invisible box I thought that existed, that I thought was trapping me from ever recovering. I used to consider myself depressed and a hikkineet at one point, and in retrospect, I checked a few boxes. Don't worry, I've recovered fully now. 

I'm also pretty hard to get along with. I'm quiet when I'm around people that I don't know, but I wasn't always like this. I used to be outgoing, weird, but hey, at least I was ambiverted. I'm just closed off now. 

But, it'll get better. Trust me. It always does, especially during times when you think you can't.

I know I'm pretty unlikable and brutally honest but I wear that as a badge of honor. 

It’s common for teens to have crazy paranoia, it’s comes with being a teen.tbe self doubt and overthinking, most teens go through it. The best thing you could do is take every day one at a time, dont over think. And I know THATS a crazy thing to say, like dont eat food for 5 days. But if you just trust the people who you call friends the way you would trust a friend, and over timw they start to do Thw things you say, then talk to them, every single relationship is based of communication. Without it resentment starts to form, cause when you don’t know you fill in the blanks, and somtimes we get it wrong, so talk to them

Thanks for your rimw