Why is Capitalism fucking everything I want?

Honest to god I wanna be a singer but can I become one? NO CAUSE OF THIS FUCKING INDUSTRY AND THE FACT EVERYTHING NOW ADAYS IS SO FUCKING RIGGED?????? fuck this city dude and my school and my bacthmates and my life. I cant do this anymore everyone is so fucking annoying I hate them to my core. On a second note, i'm gonna get a guitar(I pray) after my exams yay. Someone shoot me in the head.