i love this

im sorry for saying and overshared too much

im not like this in real life

i feel comfortable talking in online because everyone here dont know me

i dont have to be scared of my reputation and what people think of me

but i hope i really had someone to let out all of this

i never think of suicide because its very painful its obvious lololol

i have phobia of blood, i remember seeing my pet cat die getting crushed by a car, the eyes is popping out, remembers it making me puke, writting this makes me sick

im not allowed to have pet so i taking care the cat somewhere outside my house, but my cat died

i have so many interests and im not scared to express it maybe thats why im likeable

but i cant expressed my feelings\

back then i just put my feelings in my head, all my problems in my head, because i dont anyone to talk about it, maybe thats why i always had an headache

thankyou spacehey