fuckeveryine

is it wrong that i need time for myself, is it wrong that i have a rest, i tried my best to be a good friend i genuinely honestly, why everyone think that i need to be there all the time why do they think i need to 1000000% be happy funny silly all the time

i also had other stuff i also had other people i also had my own personal problem i had to bottle it up, why am i always the one that had to bottle up my feelings, ive never vents to them telling all my problem, im always the one that always listen

i also a human i also get tired i also feel upset do they not understand? =- i also tired tho im also get tired why when its me when its my turn to be sad they got mad thinking i dont value them dont give effor, I DO I DO VALUE THEM I LOVE THEM I ALWAYS GAVE MY TIME AWAY FOR ATHEM SPENDING MY TIME FOR THEM I PRIORITIZED THEM OVER MYSELF

Im not taking a rest for too long im just taking rest for a day and they think i dont care, i rarely open mmy phone because i have some works to do why dont they just be a understanding friends