Life

I like to rant a lot about life just because I have free will and no one can stop me even if I won’t speak out loud about it I will think loudly about it in a sense I cannot explain at ALL to the point of idk. I talk about a lot of things to people I’m close with so I run out of things to talk about and we just find other things and we circle back. I don’t even make sense I can say that but it’s like early in the morning rn so why would I even make sense and because I can’t sleep :P I barely go on this app so I don’t care what happens to this I am very sleep deprived and I am getting sick constantly in general I can’t drink much things or I feel sick idk with food tho I’ve been eating more which is good but I only talk with like 6 people nowadays and we never know what to tap about but who cares their still here for me and I’m here for them as much even if I won’t know what can happen their my friends and people I can let myself relax with. I’m glad I can also let things out in front of my friends it makes me feel  more comfortable and closer with them and I’m glad they can open up to me because it means a lot if you show a lot of motion with me even if it’s the smallest thing. I’ve become more aware of people if they are truely pure to the commitment to the friendship we built. I let my guard down once though it was like a wolf in sheep’s clothing they were always the victim and say they weren’t Trying to be. But in the end that wolf in sheep’s clothing was a red flag a big one and I do mean A BIG ONE in size and in red flagness if that’s a word :/ anyways I’m gonna head to bed idk who will ever read this but I hope you have a good day.