Aphantasia: tell me what its like to see in your mind.

I have aphantasia, and if you don't know what it is, it back means that someone is unable to visualize images in their head. For example if I try to imagine an apple I my head I won't be able to I'll just see black/the back of my eyelids.

I'm wondering if there's anyone on here that has this too bcuz I think around 1-4% has this. Also I just wanna know what it feels like to see things in your head so could someone pls try to describe it for me?

Also, I happen to be any artist which doesn't really make sense bcuz I can't imagine what I want to draw but i still make OC's. Idk how I don't it but I think it's that I have an idea of what I want and I try to imagine it by drawing it bcuz I can't see what I want in my head.