BisexualAsexual 33 year old woman looking to date

Hey Everyone, 

My name is Nav and I'm a 33 year old female. I would describe myself as a simple-minded woman, who struggles a bit socially when it comes to conversations. I currently struggle with small talk, so the best way to chat me up is to just ask me anything and lead the conversation. At one point I thought I was autistic. I am looking for friends and dating. I'm ideally looking for a man that will accept me and care for me as I am. 

With regards to my sexual orientation, it's a bit complicated. I grew up feeling attracted to both men and women. However, the idea of actually having sex mortifies me because of certain issues I face. I also feel like I wouldn't do sex or kissing very well. Which leads me to believe that I'm better off identifying as an asexual. Ideally I think I need a man of discipline, someone who doesn't do drugs, smoke, or drinks. And doesn't care about sex being simple. Someone who's really spiritual probably. 

I'm also looking for friends. One thing I can share about my political and cultural beliefs is that I actually don't believe in LGBTQ+ I believe that people can be lesbian or gay or bisexual or asexual but that's about it. 

Another thing I can share about myself is that I have a quadraplegic brother growing up, so I grew up going to hospitals often. I'm not sharing this to get sympathy. I sharing this because it would be nice to draw some friends that have had a shared experience or similar experience

Just as a warning of precaution, I haven't done much in life. I'm really behind on many things and experiences. I few things I can share in terms of hobbies and interests (this isn't everything just the top of my mind):

Some videogames I enjoyed growing up: The Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time, The Legend of Zelda Windwaker, Pokemon Gold, Pokemon Crystal, Pokemon Red, Pokemon Ruby, Hamtaro Ham Ham Heartbreak, Hamtaro Ham Hams Unite

Some TV shows I enjoyed growing up: Sherlock (the BBC version), Breaking Bad, Game of Thrones (but I still need to finish watching it), Indian Matchmaking

Some Bollywood Movies I enjoyed: Daar, Baazigar, Devdas

Some Movies I've enjoyed watching: The Godfather, The Super Mario Bros Movie, 

Korean Dramas I've enjoyed: The Heirs

Pakistani Dramas I've enjoyed: Dil Mom ka Diya, Khaani, Humsafar

Some anime I enjoyed: Death Note Ouran High School Host Club

Nice to Meet Everyone, Looking forward to chatting with you all