(I've always like the concept of poetry to express feelings, this topic in particular is very beautiful to write about so don't judge :P)
(this took a while, hence the reason it's shared :D)
Devour Me Gently
I peel you open with shaking hands,
your words beneath my nails,
your breath still soft in the pulp of my
mouth.
Love, I am ravenous--
not for your touch,
but for what writhes beneath your ribs.
Look at me like you want to be known.
So I learn you.
Carve syllables from your spine,
drink the vowels hidden beneath your teeth.
You never flinched
when I pressed my lips to your throat
just to taste the silence.
Each night, I deseed the fruit of you,
sweet red wetness under moonlight.
Your laughter stains my fingers--
I suck it off,
slow and prayerful,
as if holiness could be swallowed.
Do you know what it means
to want someone inside you
so badly
you break the skin?
I've kissed you with knives.
I've whispered I love you
through a mouthful of marrow.
You said, Take all of me.
So I did.
And now you live in the hollow of my bones, humming like a wound
that will never stop healing wrong.
(I've posted this next one before, but it was posted to my bulletin, so it's LONG gone. Thank goodness I saved it... This one's my personal favorite.)
Through Our Bodies
I want you under my tongue--
not in metaphor,
but marrow-deep.
Split you like scripture,
read your ribs aloud
with teeth that tremble
from reverence, not hunger.
I do not bite to kill.
I bite to remember.
Through our bodies.
Through mine.
Each sinew a syllable
in the sentence you never spoke.
Peel your skin back, slow--
not to wound,
but to know
what color you bleed
when you whisper my name.
Is it red like pomegranate,
or the bruised wine of grief?
You smiled
and I saw your throat move--
God, I wanted to reach inside
and feel your voice
before it left you.
Call it grotesque,
but love has always been a kind of feast.
The heart is not sacred.
It is meat.
And I would cook you low
in the quiet hours
until your shame turned sweet.
Darling,
what is closeness
if not consumption?
To chew the soft cartilage
of your fears,
to swallow your laughter
and taste the memory
as it screams down my throat.
I will not let you leave
as a person.
No--
you will live in my blood.
You will pulse in my wrists.
I will digest your love slowly,
over decades.
And when I finally speak again,
the voice you hear
will be yours.
From inside me.
(tysm for reading :D)