friends & men😬

When i was in year 8 (12-13 years old) i had a massive crush on this guy... but this guy

 also bullied me(a lot!!) along with this girl too that i'm friends with now, yeah i don't

 really know why i'm friends with her. He had a crush on my closest friend -not the bully friend- 

and kept trying to get with her and came up with this plan, (she didn't like him and knew that he

 was extremely racist to me all the time -i'm mixed with quite dark skin so you can guess the typa 

stuff i got called- and also made fun of my name constantly), the plan was to get with me because 

he knew i liked him, even though he hated me. Then he could break up with me and try and 

provoke an argument between me and my friend so we wouldn't be friends and he could date her, 

at the time they started to secretly talk to eachother. I found that weird since she could just tell 

me and i wouldn't be mad ( i'd be a little hurt at first but i'd get over it). We don't talk anymore. 

Him and the friend are still talking, a year later...

             *SORRY IF THIS WAS CONFUSING I'M BAD AT EXPLAINING*