huhh lowk i feel you on this it can b pretty hard trying to connect with ppl especially when it feels like everybody already clicked up with eachother and not taking the time 2 get 2 rlly know u. dont blame urself for ur connections falling off twin most ppl just dont know how to hold space for other ppl long term ESPECIALLY when theyre just chasing off what vibe somebody gives on the surface, its not a reflection of ur worth. its not u, ppl just drift off or wernt even that deep to begin with, it doesnt mean ur not worth real connection or nessicarily badd at it. when u find the right ppl theyll stick, but those ppl r pretty rare and dont always show up when u want/need them to, that part sucks lowk but u gotta keep showing up anyway, dont change urself just 2 b liked just b real cause eventually real mofos/friends r gnna pop up.
i lowk feel like im rambling but if u wnna rank or talk ab sum hmu twin!!