Vent

I hate everything, everything is just so dumb all the time especially people. I don't get people on why they do or not some actions, just why do they do the things they do when there's no benefit

From our previous interactions I know that you’re a very curious person. Your curiosity is a gift but it's also a curse. Because your desire to know about everything is impossible to achieve. 

I am similar to you. So I often need to remind myself that it's not my job to understand everything. And there’s beauty in that. Most things will remain mystery to us. 

I know that it can be frustrating tho. Is there something specific that made you post this vent? 

Nah it's just small stuff piling up. Again. It's always the small stuff piling up. And when you finally burst, people just look at you like you're a madman. And it gets worse the more you keep it in. Cause then it just looks like you're making a fuss over nothing, they will never know how much shit you deal with and the worst part is when you try to explain yourself and point out the shit they do again and again, it doesn't work. No human can remember every small thing, you can't provide dates. And if you go out of your way to note that stuff then you'll just be an asshole. 

It just feels like patience is also a curse in disguise

Yeah small things to pile up. I'm sorry that people don't understand you that sucks.