This guy (who I will be calling Creepy Squeaky for not putting this guy on blast on the internet purposes) who's in 2 of my friends' orchestra class, and he has this incredible squeaky voice like higher pitched than a child, like is voice is stuck mid voice crack. He held the door open for my group, and I said thank you, I would've left it at that, but he offered cookies, so I put my hatred of his awful voice aside to go retrieve these cookies from whatever class he was in. During this time, he IMMEDIATELY goes int talking about how lonely he is and desperate for a girlfriend, like okay good for you buddy, not my problem...AND THEN HE TALKS ABOUT HOW HIS MOM DIED THIS YEAR I assume to guilt me into talking to him. When he asked me to date him, I tried to give him my number as means to shut him up and make him go away, but alas he had no phone so I couldn't do shift. he proceeded to follow me to my science class where I ignored him standing outside the door so I could talk to the people who actually matter and aren't creeping on me.
After this class hour everyone had to leave, but I had study hall literally all day because my bus wasn't going to run to my talented art class on a half day; so, everyone left me EXEPT CREEPY SQUEAKY. I lied to him and told him that I have to ask my dad before I can date anyone, so I texted my friend on snapchat, gave him the lowdown, and had him pretend to be my dad on iMessage to BRUTALLY DENY THIS DATE! which didn't work because he goes to a school out in the mfking BOONIES so his internet was too dog for the messages to go through (even though snap was working fine SIGH.)
Thankfully during third hour Creepy Squeaky had to check out, but he had to walk with me to go drop off my school computer. I didn't have to talk to him as much due to the fact that I had to go over all this stupid info and fill out all these stupid forms, but it was when we left that I had problems. He made me walk with him to the front office before I went to my friend's French class... when he leaves, he makes me hug him, AND HE SAYS THAT HE LOVES ME.
This is by far the most disgusting man I have ever met and the only thing I could say was good about him is that he was too bad at hiding that he was a gross freak that it didn't waste my time as to what he had going on in that genuinely mentally deranged noggin of his. I hope this entry doesn't make me sound superficial, and I'd give further context as to why I'm so hostile towards him, but I don't want to spread too much of his personal information online in case anyone he knows sees this (God forbid he does EUGH).
Instead of giving you guys the breakdown on what he's done to be viewed as an evil villain by everyone who's ever met him, I will now list quotes of things he's said to my fac today:
"Yeah, ever since my mom died, I've been looking for a girlfriend, GAWD IM SO LONELYYY!"
"I have a YouTube channel with like a BUNCH of subscribers, my ex still watches"
"I accidentally discovered porn..."
"She turned me on, in a bad way...and I got in trouble"
"Yeah, I'm a furry...they started this rumor that I raped a raccoon"
"My ex accused me of cheating on her"
"The only word I know in French is 'Mi amor'" (sigh guh </3)
This is not the only time I have met awful and degenerate man. I've dated guys in the past who have robbed places, one guy was almost on a sex offender registry, some lie about their mental health to manipulate, some will end up staling me, all are cereal cheaters, the list just goes on and on my brothers (I dint know an of these things about them UNTUILL we got together). I was joking with my friend that instead of being pansexual I should convert to lesbianism because the only guys that like me are delinquents to say the LEAST. But I don't think it's funny how rampant or apparent black pill incels are around me, I know there are good men out there, but none seem to approach me or last very long. could this be my own personal problem? Don't get me wrong I've dated some pretty sinister girls too, but not anything near the extent of what guys have done to me or the people around them. As far as in-person reactions I've been keeping it sapphic because I've had 2 EXAUSTING relationships with men this year, and I miss girls I want girlfriend yes please lawd! Truthfully the men's social climate I have witnessed in my area turns me off of even just having friendly relations with them.
Feel free to reply with similar stories, possibly some hot takes on men, and how we feel about the rising climate of incels mayhaps.