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I let you devour me whole
You chewed at my fresh flesh
Drown in my tears and
Hold my dirty fingers
Covered in dirt and mud
I watch you feast
Ingesting my flesh like maggots
You know what you did
You did what you said
You wouldnโt
I miss you
So please,
Miss me too.
I didnโt want to be this
I didnโt want to turn
Into what you are.
I am not hurtful,
This is the result.
No one is coming to save me.
The guilt will eat you,
You wish it would make you pure.
You say Iโm the knife,
But I am wounded.
There is no depth to you,
Itโs all filth.
Rotten, nasty, molding filth.
Your blood was never beautiful
It was just red.
I stopped believing in god
After endless nights of
Praying
And begging
For him to take my soul from my body
So i couldn't feel the pain
Anymore.
There is no god
At least not a loving one.
A loving god wouldn't have let it happen.
A loving god wouldn't have just sat back and watched.
A loving god wouldn't have hurt an innocent child,
Again and again and again and again.
When I scream he covers his ears.
He rolls his eyes, and goes back to sleep.
In the sounds of people praising him but,
God do you hear me?
They say rotten children don't deserve heaven.
But the color pink doesn't wash away sin.
I wish to be gentle,
But for now,
I have to stay angry and aggressive.
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