headspace and "irl" world are NOT the same..

I came here to make friends beyond the alters in the system,, normally I am a very social person,, at least in the system. I thought I would have no problems meeting new people,, I have this profile for 3 days now and when I go to chat with someone I get a lot of anxiety and it always ends up not talking to them again,, this behavior from myself is very strange to me because in my own place where there are also many people,, I do very well with social...

(btw if this doesnt make any sense to you,, u can check my hosts tumblr for more information about DID)