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Hey! I need help with one topoc that is nagging me for SOOO long. So, my grandpa has been dead since 2021. I was REALLY grieving when he died. I am the only member in my family who has been dreaming about him even everyday. Like a year ago i was apparently experiencing psychosis. Ive been suspected for having schizophrenia, and I still am. I use to have some... lets call it hallucinations for now. I use to wake up in the middle of the night. Then it all starts to begin.
There was this aura. Blue aura specifically, I was looking into it more and more... AND MORE. Until my mind was like it was... hypnotized?? I like to say that someone controlled my mind for a bit. Then i use to leave the room and i always felt like something or someone was touching me when i was leaving my bedroom.
BTW, those hallucintions we're also antecedenting by some cold and windy feeling ( like someone would be standing behind me and would be very cold). But, back to the story, I was going down the stairs and then the whole "fun" begin. I saw death. Literal death from an irish mythology (banshee).
She was in my garden. i got scared and i hid behind a wall, then some black creature was chasing after me outdoors. And when it stopped i saw some dead souls that were encircling me. Everything was moving and i was dizzy. Then i saw my grandpa. He was floating. BTW those dead people had white and blue auras. I panicked again and then something happend. I felt a relief. I was crying so so hard and i got into my sofa right away. I looked at myself and was full of this stupid blue aura or smth...
And thats the end. Of course many of this situations happend but theres A LOT. I just told yall the most scary story for me. Also, I started hearing voices since december last year. And guess what, the voice is also my grandpa... Nothing is workin only my meds that are KIND OF helping.
Thanks for reading!
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