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I'm going into sophomore year having to do AP calc bc and all these other classes when i genuinely don't feel an interest for them any more. I used to like math but now everything feels empty, stale, and tiring. It feels like I'm just getting it done for the sake of doing it. Then I also have to decide on AP chem or AP physics C and it's literally a mindfck. Spring break is over tomorrow and I have to go back to school but I might just jump off the building. Everything academics related now just feels like so much work to try and get into an ivy league when I don't even have a concrete chance of getting in. I'm way too late to start trying for most of the olympiads, I haven't started research (like RSI was gonna happen anyways), and my grades are going downhill because I never do any of my homework. it's gotten so bad to where it's at the point that I almost had an F in physics (I scored above a 95 on every test) purely because of homework. School just makes me want to DIE and in the course registry I didn't even sign up for a math course... but then my advisor rejected the form! So I'm going to be forced to take some idiodic courses I don't want to do and have no interest in. so yea im gonna kms
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