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I feel like no matter what, I’m never able to fully enjoy myself if I go out. My anxiety goes nuts. Hands start getting clammy, I’m downing a complete drink in less than a minute and ordering back to back, I constantly think people are staring at me, and I hate being noticed in public. At a certain point I know that I’m “drunk” but I guess my anxiety is so crazy high that I don’t feel drunk until I get home and feel relieved from being out. LOL. I don’t normally go out at all unless it’s a close friends birthday but I hate having to put on my fun face when really my heart feels like it’s racing 1,000mph to fall out of my a** and explode like a supernova.
But anyways …. just ranting.
To whoever reads this, how are you ?
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Reply by Ketty
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I got it trust me i know how anxiety feels it does suck i have anxiety and sometimes i get panic attack and it gets hard to breathe also and depression none of it is fun.
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Reply by Ichi 🍓
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I also have a lot of anxiety when I'm out. I got to the point where I just autopilot, clock out if you will. Drinking also helps me loosen a little, but either way I'm never myself.