i feel like i feel far too much!!!!!! im easily overwhelmed by the most trivial shit and every emotion feels like its too heavy for my body
i *want* to be open with myself and others... i *want* to talk to people and have a good time with them!!!!! but i cant when my emotions feel like the most rough and powerful river ever that will KILL any person using a boat in it - myself included - and feel the need to lock myself up in a closet whenever anything remotely excites me or makes me feel strongly!!!!!
i wish i was able to feel emotions in a more relaxed way and if my brain could actually chill out for once... especially when it comes to my interests