I need help I'm in my worst situation ever

Hi :> I need help. So I currently love a boy that likes me back but idk why we're not dating. We talked about it (us) for the first and only time 2 months agos, and we didn't get together because I didn't know if I really wanted it or not, and I wasn't sure about my feelings anymore. PLUSSS, we NEVER talk. And I make efforts to make interactions with him but he's not helping and he never does. And now it's been 2 months we didn't talk about it, when we did so 2 months ago, he told me to think of it and that we'll talk about it after a week. That's not hard to guess that we never talk about that again. And idk what to do because now I really want to get with him but idk, we barely ever talk, and idk if he still likes me or not. This guy is completely transparent you can not know what he thinks. And I want to talk to him about that again but we're both shy asf so we just ignore eachother TwT I can't handle this situation anymoreeee