soooo basically.. i made my nana mad and she wanted to move me from this school to another school, 30 minutes away.. and she wanted to move me in at her apartment... but the thing is, if I move in with her and genuinely start LIVING with her I might, nah, I WILL relapse. So, I called my mom and asked if there was anyone else I could live with that's close to me, and there is but they arent capable of taking care of a child rn. So I asked if I could live with my stepdad -a case ill get into later, if anyones interested- and she said yes, ofc, because shes been wanting me to live with the rest of my siblings, since I haven't lived with them in almost 4 years. But honestly, I'm so excited. I'm sad bc I have to move away from all of my friends, and I have to move away from my boyfriend too. he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I have to live 6 hours away from him. I just need some help on what to do with a long distance relationship. We've been together for a little over a month now, and I don't want it to ever end. But I can't wait to go to a different school and have different classmates because I honestly don't like my current ones. But then again, that also means losing my friends. And that hurts so bad. But its for the greater good. Btw, my nana doesn't even know I'm leaving. But she doesn't have custody of me so she cant do anything about it. But everytime I think about leaving everyone, the emotions overwhelm me. Its a mix of sadness because I'm leaving everyone, but happiness as well because its a new start, yk? I don't rlly know what else to say, or how else I should feel about it.. but uhh yeah.! :3