I posted about this on my blog but i miss my ex.
i know when people say this its a little weird but right now its actually litterally how i feel and i need to get it out somehow. i'll just post this Diary entry i wrote last night.
February –11th 2025
I havent updated this is months. It’s been half a year since me and him broke up. It's only 6 days till his birthday. I was going through that folder hardrive i made and found this and broke out into tears. I miss him so much and i know its my fault me and him broke up but i still cant shake the feeling. I miss how it was with him and i miss him in general. I don't care if it was toxic because i was in love with everything about him. I got together with my last girlfriend and we just broke up a month ago and im starting to have a crush on someone else but its been so hard to move on these last couple of months. It feels like nobody could ever compare to him and its killing me deeply and softly. I miss my fucking boyfriend. I miss my fucking man.
There's not really much to say. I miss being happy because everything just feels so bland and tasteless now.