Is anyone out there like me that feels like their hobbies isn't actually hobbies.
Whenever someone would ask about my hobby I would reply with drawing but I'm not really into the art fandom. I can't even name a single artist I would remember. I do follow artist but it's like "oh, it's them" or "oh, I knew this artstyle from somewhere" but I never been a person that would be really serious about it. Sometimes I feel like the reason I only reply with drawing because it's the only "real" hobby that I actually do because most of the time I would waste my time doomscrolling or playing games.
I can't even call playing games my hobbies because I'm always mediocre regardless the game. Like I'm so average I feel like I'm an NPC (╥﹏╥)