Dear lord.

A SLIGHT TW:

This includes indirect mention of suicide, of blood and self harm, also, is a bit of my religious trauma, so yeah, just be careful if this topic is triggering for you.

Dear Lord.

Dear Lord in heaven, how are you today?

I suposse not too well, im sorry you feel that way.

Dear Lord in heaven, have your days been that bad?

It's not an excuse to pay it with me even if it was that.

Oh, dear lord in heaven, what have I done?

You think you'll open me your doors if I go where "i belong"?

Oh, my vew is getting fuzzy and I can see my blood

It's streaming all over the floor.

Ouch! It stings! Please make it stop!

Ouch! It stings! Please make this stop!

Agh! Please, just make it stop!

I'll beg you this last time if that's what you want!

Please have mercy on me!

Please, just for this once!

Spare my life and free me from the sins I've may commit!

Set my soul free from the guilt that eats me alive when I breath!

Let me know that you actually exist!

Please forgive me for daring to spend my days like this!

Please!

PLEASE!

PLEASE!!

JUST LET ME DIE AND I WILL BE FREE

CLOSE ME YOUR DOORS, JUST LET ME BREATH IN PEACE

MY BODY FEELS HEAVY AND MY HEART PHISICALY ACHES.

TEAR ME APART. DISMEMBER ME SLOWLY. KILL ME AS YOU PLEASE.

JUST SPARE ME FOR ONCE. IM BEGGING YOU, PLEASE, REALESE MY PAIN.