HELP IM HAVING A CRISIS ABOUT MY RELIGION

I want to be like a Christian but I still gotta find the right bible and read it (the actual ones not the “I hate everyone because they don’t share my beliefs” and what I mean by like one is be a good person like the Bible describes idk about Jesus still tho) but I’m also a therian and I think some where in the Bible it says that humans can’t act like animals or something (idk that’s my knowledge of going to a “Christian” school for about 2 years making us read the Bible every day) I also have been looking into being a witch so idk anymore should I just say that I want equality and that I strive to be a kind and friendly person rather than “I want to be Christian” because I think Christianity interferes with the other beliefs I choose to believe. Also I’m curious about Muslim, pagans, or any other beliefs because I don’t really feel like there’s a god or gods and I have to serve them I mean like the world was created somehow but I think I believe science on that one. If there is any Devine being out there do I really have to serve them what if I just believe they exist. Also cults are stinky. I don’t like them. (Idk why I had to say that I thought it was common knowledge cults are bad)